October's really been a bad month for me.
So welcome NOVEMBER.
Ytd,i was really on the verge of giving up already.I made some plans for myself.
It's really hard..really painful.And i really don't want it to happen,seriously.
But in the end..you gave in and apologised.I hope you really mean it.
I've really tried my best holding things together.
It's really tiring.Trying to chase up with you..but you just seems so far away.
The only thing i can do,is what you told me.Prevent.
The rest is really up to you already,my dear.
I know you've been trying hard.But it really kills me when you doesn't really seems to care.
I don't want it to end,i want a r/s to last for a lifetime.
Baby,i don't know if you were ever gonna read this.
But just to let you know..
I still believe,in you,in us.
I'll always be here when you need me..
Be it you need a listening ear,a shoulder to cry on.
"I don't want to let go,but i don't want to hurt you". And "We can try".
When i see this..I have mixed feelings.
I'm afraid..But i decided to give it another try.
This the first time,you tried to hold it tight.
Baby,Trust me.We will make it thru together alright.
I, do love you.
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