Lotsa things been happening recently.Ryan's not here for..3weeks already.
Miss him,really really alot.I just wish for,a simple life,A simple r/s.
But,i'm always screwing things up.Why am i always making the wrong decision?
Why i always end up having nothing,when everything seems so perfect?
I know what you did.But i just kept quiet.
You asked me not to do the things i shouldn't do,but you're doing it.
Really hurts me so much.Looking for:Serious relationship..
You mean this not serious at all?
I thought you were different..But in the end..Just the same of a kind.
I have already change..the way you wanted.
I tell myself to be faithful,and i've not done anything behind you.
But somehow..things kept coming into out way.
Really tired already.Haven't i done more than i should?
All i do,i just wish that..
We can be together..for the rest of this life.
Yes.I want you to be my last.But do you feel the same way?
I dont wanna start all over again..
Too much memories..and those ups and downs.
Really too much..too much to just let it go like that.
I just want the old you.
The one who, only have me in his heart.
The one who, won't leave me alone hanging like that.
I hope,we can be back to this moment..
Yes,this are one of the happiest moments in my life.
Can we?