But deep inside, i still have grudges, i still kinda hate..
I shouldn't have trusted those i thought i can trust.Really, never felt like a fool before.
For all this years, i stayed strong, because of him.He's my life. My everything.
It's something that no one understands.
And just over a night, i lost everything.
I keep telling myself, not to dwell on it so much..It's over, just let it be.It's life.I won't expect much already.
Who can understand how much i've gone through?Being a young mum, growing up with him.
Being responsible of the household, and all those shitty stuffs.
There were times when i really got tired, tired of this life..
But what makes me strong is when i looked at that innocent face..Calling me mummy.
.I really do miss him alot..
