Got only a few pictures on desktop.For this first post,it's kinda an update for those people who had been to my previous blog which i had deleted.For those new readers,I'm a young mummy.Currently a homemaker.
Looking after my son,my mum and my grandma.And doing all those never-ending housework.
My hubby,Tay Nelson is the only person that really understands me.
Although,we've been together for not a very long time,but through those times,
we've understand each other better.And he's been a great hubby and a great daddy as well.
Our son,Ryan.Is going 3 next year.A very naughty boy but he's also a very loving son.
The most touching thing he had done is when we cry,he'll cry too.
Looking after him all these years have never been easy especially when he's a little too hyper.
But watching him grow from a little baby to a toddler..it's all worth it.
My mum,was diagnosed with breast cancer.
Early this year,she seek treatments from the hospital despite knowing her condition for quite some time.
Cancer cells spread to her spine,and thus she needs a spinal implant surgery.
After the surgery,she can't walk.And so she needs to travel in a wheelchair.
She have a very bad temper,and it's never easy or happy looking after her.
But,i have to say,she's a good mum.But if only,she could be more reasonable,
she'll be the best.
My grandma,old and incontinence.unhygienic and a little senile.
But,she's the one who looks after me from young.
My temper had been very bad,since my mum came out of the hospital.
I cannot stand her nagging.And when she's frustrated,she tends to find fault with me.
No matter how i tried,she just wouldn't be satisfied.
When time pass and everything just keep piling up.
All those anger,unfairness,hatefulness kept in the heart,it's never ever easy.
After all these times of staying at home.decided to ask my aunt to hire a maid as helper.
If not,i don't think i can go on any longer.
Basically,that's the best way.
I can go out to work.Ryan can go to school.
Financially,as well.
Looking forward for the day to come.
And hopefully,we can move out..
Pauline
3.00pm.