Life..

Time just pass so quickly..
On normal days when baby has work, I'll stay home do housework.. When he's home, we'll go central to check our sales.. Doing small business.. Selling hand phone accessories.. Got to know quite a few suppliers.. But taking stocks are never ending as new things keep coming in.. On baby's off day, we'll both help out with baby's friends business at downtown east, ehub, also selling accessories. So on baby's off day we won't be stressing where to go or what.. And we'll be able to earn money and save money(: and working with baby is really fun, we sure made a good team tgt(; hmmm.. Our r/s so far so good, love this type of no quarrels and no nonsense life.. But I think we can do even better.. Maybe more understanding.. More trust..

The other day, acc baby to NSSC,, as he missed the dates going for his ibbt..
Luckily only tio warning.. But from next month he needs to go for ibt for 10 lessons till he pass.. Jia you alright dear(: and he's really sweet.. Posted something sweet the next day.. Really dear, wait for 3 hours alone just hoping that nothing will happen to you.. Is really worth it alright..

And the other day.. Baby got me iphone.. I really don't want him to buy.. But he insist.. And he said.. He wants me to get what he have.. To be fair.. But to me.. It's not worth splurging.. Because I don't need all this stuffs.. Baby boy, I know you dote on me..

Hmmms, been a tiring day today.
Slept late last night.. Woke up around 11am, prepare off to work.. Had chicken rice at S11, bused to pasir ris..
Had nasi lemak for lunch, and I swear the chilli damn power.. Work till 10, close shop.. Homed, Mac for dinner.. Hmmms.. Guess will be the same thing for tml..

Nights..

I just hate it when girls tries to get close to you, or the other way round.
I expect the same things you expect from me.
I'm never ok with it, even it's my friend, or friend's friend.
It's not the first day i know you, 7years, and i know what you're thinking.
Maybe i'm over sensitive, but you're the one who makes me like that.
Maybe you don't mean anything, but i'll get the wrong idea, she'll get the wrong idea.

Hate this insecure feeling.
You'll never know, how much you mean to me.

Unspoken.

It's been almost 4months since things happened.I may seems fine and going well with my life.
But deep inside, i still have grudges, i still kinda hate..
I shouldn't have trusted those i thought i can trust.Really, never felt like a fool before.
For all this years, i stayed strong, because of him.He's my life. My everything.
It's something that no one understands.
And just over a night, i lost everything.
I keep telling myself, not to dwell on it so much..It's over, just let it be.It's life.I won't expect much already. 
Who can understand how much i've gone through?Being a young mum, growing up with him.
Being responsible of the household, and all those shitty stuffs.
There were times when i really got tired, tired of this life..
But what makes me strong is when i looked at that innocent face..Calling me mummy.
.I really do miss him alot..

Updates.

15th Jan.

Morning accompany baby to bird arena to meet his friends in the morning.

After that was..

Bird shop>friend's place>catch bird>friend's place>queensway>friend's place>homed.

Had a short nap after my bath while baby brought his babies downstairs.

Woke up had dinner then played lappy till it's time for bed.

16th Jan.

Woke up around 10plus..baby's already awake bathing for his babies.

Went downstairs to get lunch, then stayed home till 2.

Had our bath, bused down to Mount Alvernia to visit baby's god-bro,Desmond's baby.

She's super duper cute..like her mother.

Talked to her and teach her how to take care of newborns..

She's a vietnamese, but she picks up chinese really fast..

Still rmb a few months ago, she doesn't even understand..

And she's the same age as me..20 this year..

Left around 8.30..bused home.

Hmmm.baby's been around for the past few days cos he's on MC for 3days&2days off day.

And tml he'll start work again..

A few more days to CNY. And the first i thought was.. Foods&goodies..

But, i'm so sad now..I've grown fat. I can't fit into the shorts that i worn 2weeks ago:(  FML!

Drools.

Lim Family.

Isn't she cute?

Happy like mad. First time carrying Little Kady.

♥爱爱

Baby& his God-Bro, Desmond.

 15th

16th

14th January 2012

Woke up around 7plus, bath and accompany baby to Mount Elizabeth for X-ray.
Had our lunch at Lucky plaza.Then train-ed back to Amk for review at clinic.
Back home, nap-ed till 3plus.Then bus-ed to Ah yi's house at Hougang.
Played with Little Braxton, had our dinner at coffee shop.
Ate a little too much and i'm still feeling rather full now.
Cab-ed back to Amk, walk walk at central then homed.

Tml have to wake up early accompany baby go play bird.

Yeah, he got himself a new pet.

Noisy fellow. Haha

Little Braxton.

Nice view from Ah yi's place.

Our everyday pictures.

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Thanks baby boy for taking pictures with me everyday(:
I hope we'll keep it up alright?
Loving you always<3